Aashnaa

Surprisingly, 2022 brought a lot of firsts in my life in various different ways. Some of which became best memories and some became best lessons!. The best part was that each of them had something to offer to me!  Life has almost been a rollar coaster in the past few months. It is surreal when life makes you realize that nothing is permanent, whatever given, can be taken back in a blink of an eye.  While I have been going through such stormy days, I decided to take a pause and write down a series of blogs that describes my life experiences after coming to Noida. This blog will be the first one which will talk about few of my experiences so far. It makes me feel numb when I think of my innocent self who stepped into a metro city for the first time ever, only to welcome a whole new box of learnings and thunderbolts that life had to introduce to me!  In the first few months I felt as if life had gifted me all the freedom of the world and I could travel, cook, dance, read and...

It was a rainy day...sky was crystal clear.. weather was beautiful. They were walking across the lake.. talking... laughing.. teasing each other. He teased her for being short and she gazed intently almost giving a warning glare to him! And she started hitting his chest in a casual fun way. He started laughing and with every punch...one on his chest another on his tummy, the other his left chest , his laughter increased and she just kept looking at him smiling and hitting. That laughter..oh dear that laughter...that natural.. joyful.. innocent..pure.. beautiful laughter..how could she ever forget it? Can anyone ever forget their beloved's laughter? Her heart prayed for that laughter to remain forever on his face for her to witness. His eyes carrying a childlike innocence...his cheeks glowing..his handsome face looking even more beautiful with that one fascinating and alluring laugh. I love you..and I want you to stay like this forever.. happy She whispered in her heart ❤️ Was this ...

Why do nights have this beautiful healing powers.? Why do I feel at peace during these hours when the whole world is quiet? Why my heart aches a bit less when I remember you now? Why?  Why this world is full of uncertainties...every relationship...love..dreams.. desires.. people...trust.. everything is uncertain in a wierd and scary way..why so? Why sometimes this life looks like sand running of my hands...the more I close it , the more sand comes out, faster it comes out and oh oh dear I cannot hold it anymore..it's on the ground ..I can't take it all back..all I can do is let it go..just go.... Isn't this life? Yes this is life... everything is uncertain ..every bit of our life..I think that's the reason that I have stopped holding it tighter ...and started to watch it falling down... beautifully.. Everything is uncertain except this one power..this one supreme power...who is certain and forever..I give myself to him ..I surrender myself.. ~Ayushi

Ek mamuli si sham thi Aai maghrib ki azaan thi Ammi ko kehkar nikle the Sewaiyaan aakar khayenge Jab nikle toh pata na tha Vo aakhri azaan thi Vo bheed thi....vo ek bheed thi Haathon mein talwaaron ke saath Aankhon mein angaro ke sath Bas ek vo the  Aur meri thartharati zabaan thi Vo bheed thi....vo ek bheed thi Bata toh do kasoor mera Mughse itni nafrat kyu vo kehte tum jo khate ho vo hamari mata hai Jab baat kuch aisi ho toh ye ana ka masla ban jata hai Vo bheed thi...vo ek bheed thi Main kehna chahta tha unko Ammi meri akeli hai Ye kaisi wajah batate ho Tum ek jaan lene ki Jab kall uss maa ko maine Sadak pe marte dekha tha Ek ek roti apni dedi.....ammi ne mohobbat mein usko Main kehna chahta tha unko Par Vo bheed thi..vo ek bheed thi Bas ek bematlab ki baat thi Ek nafrat ki buniyaad thi Shikayat karun toh kisse karun kyunki Vo bheed thi...vo ek bheed thi ~AYUSHI JHA

Dear future companion ,                           Hi, how are you . I hope you are happy and healthy wherever you are! I know the idea of writing letters to your beloved has somehow vanished but unfortunately you are going to get a lady who is probably of the oldest fashion ever!! poor you! There is actually a lot in my heart to say ,a lot in my mind to express and I feel overwhelmed when I think about them all! so I wont think today I will just write.....write my heart out What do you think is love? I dont know...I want to know your idea of it. But there is something that I believe and thats a word called commitment and loyalty. There would be days....a lot of days when you would not feel the fire in your heart and i will probably feel the same way, but I want to tell you that I will still stay by your side, still wait for you at night, still cook a nice meal to see that smile on your face, still shout at you for nothing...

Ye karo ye acha hai.... Kaun jane kaun sacha hai! Din unke  Raatein unki   khwaab unke   Baatein unki..... Bas rooh ko mera ho jane do.. Mughe kho jane do.. Dunia toh bas ek paimana hai....shayad isiliye Jo chaho bas vo kar gujar jana hai! Aaj manjilon ke raston pe kuch der theher jane do... Khayalon ke Behar mein aaj din dhal raha hai... Aaj bas aaj.. Mughe kho jane do.....Mughe kho jane do!

Many a times we have landed ourselves in difficult situation or difficult phase of a relationship by just uttering words without thinking. We may end up hurting our loved ones. The most important thing to realise here is that if someone is having a lot of negative impact then its you yourself! After yelling or maybe simply after having an unhealthy argument or debate with the other person have you ever felt that you have lost all or most of your energy and you feel fatigue , restless and irritated. You may also end up feeling less focused for the rest of the day. Not just the energy of mind and body gets exhausted sometimes we may end up losing our ethical values and self respect after an impulsive reaction that might have been totally unnecessary. After all these unpleasant situation if at all we get something then its -           An angry mind(spoiling our peace of mind) -           Reg...