A letter to my future companion

Dear future companion,

                          Hi, how are you . I hope you are happy and healthy wherever you are!

I know the idea of writing letters to your beloved has somehow vanished but unfortunately you are going to get a lady who is probably of the oldest fashion ever!! poor you!

There is actually a lot in my heart to say ,a lot in my mind to express and I feel overwhelmed when I think about them all! so I wont think today I will just write.....write my heart out

What do you think is love? I dont know...I want to know your idea of it. But there is something that I believe and thats a word called commitment and loyalty.

There would be days....a lot of days when you would not feel the fire in your heart and i will probably feel the same way, but I want to tell you that I will still stay by your side, still wait for you at night, still cook a nice meal to see that smile on your face, still shout at you for nothing, still sit beside you and stay silent for hours, still seek solace in you, still defend you when you are not around.

Because love may not last forever but commitment does.

I am a very complicated human being ....I may ask you to leave but that means stay, I may ask you to shut up but that means speak, I may ask you to comfortably talk to any women you want but that means dont! because yes I am not perfect my dear. I am jealous , sometimes insecure, sometimes moody, sometimes irritated, sometimes happy , sometimes sad and some emotions even I am not sure about!

But stay with me and never leave, get angry but never leave, get irritated with me mad at me, shout at me but stay calm when i am angry, stay positive when i have lost my hope, stay firm when I might fall down but NEVER LEAVE.

We will not give promises to each other because I know its ok to lie sometimes, its ok to hide sometimes, its ok not to remember dates! , its ok not to give a lot of gifts, its ok not to call everyday, its ok not to miss everyday, its ok...The only thing thats important is to come back home.

Come back from wherever you go or wherever I go, we will come back to each other....for each other always .

And on days when we will feel disheartened and betrayed from this world, we will disappear ,we will laugh together, cry together, take out those ill feelings on each other, walk at nights, hold hands, sit beside the river, watch children dancing, make jokes and then when we feel like conquering the world again, we will get up the next morning and tell ourselves

                 DIL NAUMEED TOH NAHI , NAKAAM HI TOH HAI

                LAMBI HAI GHAM KI SHAM MAGAR

              SHAM HI TOH HAI

Reply to my letter when you come to my life..


your true companion, (sometimes partner in crime!)

Ayushi




Comments

  1. Aashutosh August 26, 2022 at 9:44 PM

    मुसीबतें कितनी ही आए, पास हमारे आप भी तो हैं
    बीत जाएगी ये गम की शाम, मुकद्दर में हमारे लिखी एक हसीन शाम भी तो बाकी है

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  2. MOHAMMAD ADNANSeptember 24, 2022 at 8:35 AM

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  3. NooruddinMay 11, 2023 at 6:23 AM

    hmm nice reflection but still want more

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